Backlog entri yang baru sempat Kak Fa nak taip. 
. Iman Firash dengan rasminya dah berusia 5 tahun. 26 November 2018 – you are 5 and I’ve tried my hardest not to cry! 
… Tapi dalam diam sebak juga weiii… Diam tak diam dah 5 tahun dah usia Firash. Seriously, I can’t believe (acah-acah tak nak percaya tapi tau itu hakikatnya…. Muahahaha) that you are now 5 years old. Jujurnya, every year, it gets harder and harder to type about his birthday. Not becuase I can’t think of anything to say. I’m a blogger… haruslah ALWAYS have something to say. 
. It gets harder to type because I can barely make it through Dear _____ without bawling my eyes out. It pains dowhhh to see my boy grow up so fast.
. Iman Firash dengan rasminya dah berusia 5 tahun. 26 November 2018 – you are 5 and I’ve tried my hardest not to cry! … Tapi dalam diam sebak juga weiii… Diam tak diam dah 5 tahun dah usia Firash. Seriously, . It gets harder to type because I can barely make it through Dear _____ without bawling my eyes out. It pains dowhhh to see my boy grow up so fast.
Everybody always say, “It seems like only yesterday…” but for me… it seems like it was only five minutes ago. It was only five minutes ago that I anxiously took the test to find out if I was pregnant at the office. It was only five minutes ago that we were playing zikir and surah into headphones wrapped around my pregnant belly. It was only five minutes ago that your first grunting cry, after several minutes of breathing, would be the most beautiful sound in the world. And now.. now I have to answer all kinds of questions that even I want to know the answers to. Just know that I’m trying my best, I’ll always be honest and truthful. There’s an answer for every question and while we may not know the answer right away… we’ll figure out together. Sometimes the questions are hard but the answers are easy. Don’t ever be afraid to ask.
First things first. Being his Mommy is the greatest privilege in the world. Syukur Alhamdulillah. People say all the time that he is his Babah’s clone. A bona fide mini-him. If only they know how proud it makes him to hear that. While for me… sometimes it terrifies me. Ha ha ha… 
. It makes my skin itch to know that someone in the world has the tendency to reproduce his quirks, his gestures and his attitudes. But at the same time… it makes me melt. After all, it’s those quirks and those gestures and that attitude that made me fall in love 
with him. He is an amazing person. You are my best friends and NOTHING could ever come for that bond. When I am angry with him… I could see the hurt in him. My heart breaks when he is sick or sad. Mommy and Firash share a bond that nobody else could ever have. When he is hurt – Mommy’s kisses are the one that heal. When he is sick – Mommy’s hugs are the comforter he can rest. When he is sad – Mommy’s words are the ones that make him smile. No one could ever take the bonds away that we all have.
. It makes my skin itch to know that someone in the world has the tendency to reproduce his quirks, his gestures and his attitudes. But at the same time… it makes me melt. After all, it’s those quirks and those gestures and that attitude that made me fall in love with him. He is an amazing person. You are my best friends and NOTHING could ever come for that bond. When I am angry with him… I could see the hurt in him. My heart breaks when he is sick or sad. Mommy and Firash share a bond that nobody else could ever have. When he is hurt – Mommy’s kisses are the one that heal. When he is sick – Mommy’s hugs are the comforter he can rest. When he is sad – Mommy’s words are the ones that make him smile. No one could ever take the bonds away that we all have.
Five is an awesome age to be. Started his kindergarten at three. Well son the time has come. This is the age you will start “big kid school” and get to walk to your class by yourself. Mommy dah tak hantar dah macam dulu-dulu. You’ve already come to the point where you must be walking to your class on your own. And actually that sucks. I don’t think it’s something I can ever get use to. It sucks that I have to kiss and hug him and wave my hand before I went to office and pretend that it doesn’t hurt that I am not walking you in to your class anymore. Sometimes I want to freeze the time that he will always be my little baby boy. But I know, that’s impossible. As all mother do, I have goals, wishes and dreams for him. The list is endless. But on this very 5th anniversary of the moment that I first heard your grunting cry…. Sekarang ni… There’s so many development yang keep on reminding me yang Firash dah besar.
Progressing In Reading
He started reading at the age of 4 years old dan sehingga sekarang masih lagi progressing in reading. Semakin hari semakin lancar, semakin hari semakin laju. Semakin hari semakin gila spelling sebelum membaca. Nampak jer tulisan tak kisah dekat mana sekalipun… He will read, he will spell it out. Alhamdulillah. . Nampak yang dia berminat dengan spelling dan reading.
. Nampak yang dia berminat dengan spelling dan reading. Able To Do Simple Mathematics – Addition and Subtract
It feels great to know he is able to do simple mathematics – addition and subtract for numbers between 1 to 20 at the age of 4 years. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Dia memang sukakan numbers and figures. Even the teacher from his kindy told me that his English and Mathematics is excellent.
Interested In Drawings
Sangat suka melukis. Tapi yang dilukis adalah Thomas and Friends most of the time. Kak Fa tak larang pun. Lukislah apa yang nak lukis ikut kehendak hati. I won’t stop him sebab memang Kak Fa nak dia belajar untuk mengekspresikan diri dia. Selama mana dia suka pegang pensel, pensel warna, pen dan warna air…. Memang Kak Fa suka.
Kalau nak cerita banyak lagi… Tapi… sikit-sikit sudahlah. Takut-takut sampai esok tak habis… Muahahaha…. I will limit myself to the few I wish for Firash:
I will limit myself to the few I wish for Firash: Love Allah with All of Your Heart, Mind and Strength
Combined with the strength of the wonderful character you have become, these truths will have the power to change the world. Allah who formed you in my womb deserves every ounce of your love and affection. Throughout the challenges you will no doubt face in life, Allah will always be with you. Allah has a plan for your life. Also leave your mark by loving each and every person your life touches; those who love you and yes… even those who don’t. Love has no conditions. It doesn’t expect anything in return. It gives freely, multiplies and grows.
Don’t Ever Apologize For Who You Are and For What You Want. Nor For How Hard You Have Worked or Where You’re Going in Life
As you learn to love others, don’t forget that your love for them can go only as deep as you love for yourself. I can already see the signs that you are quick to apologize and to back down. You have learned this from me and I wish that we could take it back. Be proud of who you are. Do not live to make others happy or to measure up to someone else’s expectations. Be Cash. This is plenty.
Be A Student And Be A Teacher
Learn every chance you get. Read. Be inquisitive. Ask questions. And when you know something well – teach others. Do not hoard your knowledge or your gifts – share them. It is a gift to learn and a privelege to teach. Please be… and you will always find the answer.
I Wish You Wins and Losses, Trophies and Empty Shelves
As much as Mommy would love to see you succeed in everything you do…and as much as Mommy believe in your gifts… Mommy must wish you challenges as well. For it is within those losses, the 3rd, 4th and 5th places and the failures in life that help make you who you are. It is Mommy’s job as your mom to do my best to guide you through these moments. If everything were easy for you, you would be ill prepared for the “real” world. Life is not always easy. It gets harder the older you get. But embrace it. It’s Allah gift. And be thankful for everything and everyone in it.
to see you succeed in everything you do…and as much as Mommy believe in your gifts… Mommy must wish you challenges as well. For it is within those losses, the 3rd, 4th and 5th places and the failures in life that help make you who you are. It is Mommy’s job as your mom to do my best to guide you through these moments. If everything were easy for you, you would be ill prepared for the “real” world. Life is not always easy. It gets harder the older you get. But embrace it. It’s Allah gift. And be thankful for everything and everyone in it. Seek Joy Every Single Day
Find something that makes you happy and do it. Be it big or small – acts of kindness, listening to songs you love, calling a friend (or your Mommy) – it simply doesn’t matter. What matters is that you spend a portion of each day smiling and laughing. This is what everyone says they notice most about you… your beautiful and bright smile. It’s a gift that Allah has given you. You love to be funny, watch funny things and laugh. You have taught me not to take life so serious and to pause and enjoy this life Allah has given me. Thank you for making me laugh. Just make sure you are smiling and laughing as well. And my “one to grow on” wish…
to be funny, watch funny things and laugh. You have taught me not to take life so serious and to pause and enjoy this life Allah has given me. Thank you for making me laugh. Just make sure you are smiling and laughing as well. And my “one to grow on” wish… Just Make Sure I’m Part of These Moments
I just want to make sure you’re on track. Firash, you are what bliss and joy look like in a little boy. You are messy, you snuggle and you love me. You are defiant, willful, spoiled and sometimes downright ornery. You have a wonderful and fantastical imagination.
Baarakallah fii `umrikk sayang... You are one incredible fun amazing kid! You are my gift! Alhamdulillah, syukran Ya Allah. It's your birthday but I'm the Lucky One. Every day I indulge in the gift of you. Your smile still blows me. Your happiness means the world to me. Yes, I enjoy the gift of you. Your birthday simply magnifies what I feel and how much I appreciate what we share. Nothing compares! You fill me up and make me whole. There is not a gift in a world more valuable or precious than you. Kasih sayang Mommy pada Firash sungguh tidak boleh diukur dengan apa sekali pun! There is no way Mommy can ever tell you how much Mommy loves you. How much Mommy's heart aches and stretches and smiles with watching you grow so fast!
My never ending prayers for you... Semoga Firash sentiasa diberkati dan dirahmati Allah SWT, dimurahkan rezeki, membesar sebagai anak yang soleh, mentaati Allah, diberikan kesihatan tubuh badan, kejayaan serta kebahagiaan dunia dan juga akhirat.Amin amin ya rabbal alamin.
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