Jazakallah Khair!

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What is my problem? What is your problem? … Well I’ve been ignoring this for years and I’ve chose to keep silence, take a knife, cut the cord and set myself free from you. What is my problem? And what is your problem? I’m asking myself and please do ask yourself! Sigh… … You are indeed like crickets. You make a lot of noise but I can hear them. When you walk by me then you are suddenly quiet!

You gets mad at me with your own reasons. And today, you’re the one who call my dedication “obsessed”. You bet on when I’m going to quit and give up. Thank you! Syukran! Alhamdulillah! . Cause it’s you that keep me working harder. It’s you that motivate me. It’s you that make it easier for me to remind me my weaknesses, the do and don’t (s). It’s you who fueled me forward.

Specifically to you, that talk about me, thanks for making me the center of your world. Here I am; if you don’t like me, the worse for you. Hate me all you want, spread stories, continue convincing yourself that you are perfect. Continue planting stories on other people’s head because you want them to believe. Continue doing that malicious evil deeds of yours. Continue being pathetic person that you strive to be… I won’t stoop down to your level. I would stand up, dust the dirt away, lift my head up and go the other direction. I’ll continue to ignore you as if you’re just a speck of annoying dust… I’ll continue doing things that I know you can’t  and will not be able to do. I’ll continue to love which I know you are never capable of because of all the hatred in your heart…

Revenge? As I said, I won’t stoop down to your level… There’s higher power that is Allah SWT who can do that for me and when the higher power finally decided to give you that “whip” you’ll remember me… oh yes, you’ll remember me… You laugh and loud because you think I’m different. It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not…

You ain’t no mad hatters nor haters. You’re my saviours! Thank you very much for being honest with me (at least… ). Jazakallah Khair! Allah is everywhere.

*If it doesn’t involve you, it shouldn’t concern you. Keep you attention, focused entirely on what is truly your concern and be clear that what belongs to others is their business and none of yours. And… Oh… I’m sorry I didn’t realize you’re an expert on my life and how should I live it. Please continue while I take down notes. While you were busy judging others, you left your closet open and your skeletons fell out! Ooopsss… My advice would be, instead of trying to middle in other people’s business, you really do need to keep busy getting your own affairs in order.